“Some journeys are carried quietly over decades.” “I was called to this story.” It is my honor to now share it. Pamela Jessup Runner

 “More than a personal story, this book is a gift to any parent navigating grief while holding onto hope...Through her vulnerability, she offers something powerful: connection.”
— Shari Leid
Attorney, Author & National Speaker 

“For parents who need a mentor through the valley of despair, Pam shines a light—not only on how to advocate for your child, but how to care for yourself and your family.”
— Leslie Vernick, MSW
National Speaker & Author of The Emotionally Destructive Marriage 

 “An inspirational memoir that captures both the pain and the growth of a mother whose faith and grit carry her through devastating circumstances...Easy to pick up and hard to put down.”
— Bev Hansen
Former California State Legislator 

“Sometimes life is hard, and sometimes the people you depend on don’t show up. But through her struggles, Pamela learned to look to God and grow in her faith.”

—Dr. Douglas Cowan

Psy.D., LMFT, Founder of Calm Waves Brain Health